I know I am not the only one who feels like this, but sometimes I feel like I am that girl everyone loves to hate.
HEY WORLD I ALREADY HATE MY SELF, THINK IM UGLY, FAT, STUPID, I DONT NEED YOU TO REMIND ME EVERY DAY. I GOT MYSELF FOR THAT.
Ugh, I am sooo happy!! pissed off!!!!!!
Sometimes there are those random spurts of SCREW YOU. IM AMAZING. And then other times I am like, “Bring on the Sailor Moon and Doctor Who! I need a distraction so I don’t eat!”
Also for some reason, it really bugs me when you have that one person who you know you would make wonderful friends with if they would just stop hanging out with those people you hate! They think they are perfect, wonderful people still. And for some random reason when you burst out into tears, they are the first one to comfort you! I just want to jump out of my seat and be like “Oh so NOW you care about how I feel! Gotta make a good impression that you love everybody! Even a worthless brat like me! Well guess what? GO THE %#@$&! AWAY!!”
How do you like them apples? ;)
Thus end my random spurt. Continue with your day smiling and happy, fake or not. :D